I watch as this snow brings an end to a life I can honestly
say I am glad I have lived and experienced. As I put away memories into my
archive, I slowly relive each one; some with a fondness so sweet and gentle and
some with a desire to never experience that again. But each type bring about an
appreciation of my life and the things I have been able to experience.
Today in class we discussed gratitude and the things that go
along with that. It reminded me of something someone told me once; to stop
thinking of the days to come and instead live in the present and appreciate the
here and now. Gratitude is something in which I desire to practice more and
something I desire to become a part of my everyday life. In the video we
watched by Louie Schwartzberg, he discussed being glad you’re alive- how when
you begin to look at life around you. . . the faces of the people around you. .
. the clouds and the flowers. . . you begin to see a world in which life is
valued. In which life is celebrated and only when you open your eyes do you
truly see the world around you and can feel grateful for the life you’ve been
given. This struck me because having dealt with depression throughout my life I
have always had this desire to know and believe life is what I want instead of
death. And from watching that video I understood that there is so much about
life that makes it better than anything else and makes it something I truly should
want.
Our teacher had us eat 3 raisins today. This may sound weird
at first but the practice was amazingly beneficial. The 1st raisin
he told us to eat as we would normally. The 2nd raisin he told us to
focus on the aspects of it. To focus on the texture and the taste and how it
changes. To be aware of the process it takes to eat this raisin. The 3rd
raisin he told us to stop. To think of all the things that went into making
this raisin. That the Buddhists believe that everything is apart of each other.
Sunlight went into the creation of the raisin, nutrients from the soil, water,
care all went into this raisin. To think when you eat this raisin that you are
consuming everything that has contributed to making it what it is.
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